Trial of being a pretty transwoman

You come through always this exotic breed, the orchid amongst the roses, the knowing, diligent watchful feminine being. How do I allow the boys to get close? Some days it’s turned on super strong and they even smiling at you. And you want and do smile back. But you proceed softer, slower, you almost feel normal-ish.

You hope he isn’t too excited, too bold or maybe he will be and it will be just right, you cross your fingers. But at worst he’ll walk away rolling his eyes. He hit you with that weak line, What’s ya name? You got a man? And coyly and unpracticed and damn maybe he fine, So you give the name and say no. You missed that chapter in the Girl Player’s Manual for life. But homegirl didn’t address girls like you, girls with different histories, with special bodies, the girls who know rejection the same way the boys know.

Being pretty is dangerous. For a transwoman, it is a perilous, highly desired privilege incumbent on the understanding, you have to be mindful at all times about your perception. On the tips of their tongues is the accusation of deception. It’s so uncomfortable on everybody outside hood days, particularly in the hotter seasons. And groups of guys and maybe two gurls. A clocking session will commence. More cautious girls know to walk on the other side of the street. Let that pretty dame walk by. She should prepare herself. Cause out the most likely feminine mouth will be the declaration, “That’s a man”. Homegirl needed to mark her territory and sic, the seconds ago blowjob lusting boys on the punk pretending to be a real woman like her. Little does she know ,one or maybe two of those in the group will shoot their shot one day when they pass paths with the forbidden vixen.

So especially years in with your transition , you learn to wear your pretty sometimes. When you go to the better parts of town, when you need to flex for self cause you don’t feel that prettiness, cause it’s been a minute since a guy called you pretty. Cause pretty matters when it shouldn’t because you want to be pretty all the time. But pretty comes with…

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